the heart

it feels heavy
it feels not right
it feels horrible
it feels somewhat of pain

i dunno how
i dunno why
it is what it is now

it wants to break free
but that might make it worse
for it doesnt know
whether it will be healed
received and treated well by comfort
or it may end up
feeling worse than it already has

now is the time
that the mind should take control
funny isnt it
how ironic the situation is now

why does it feel that way
why does it rebel
why doesnt it be as calm and as peaceful as before
why does it suffer now