no one in this world is perfect
and thats why
i learn to fall in love with your imperfections
cos that is what makes you
different and special...

No matter what you say
I'll always love you
No matter what you think
This will always be true
No matter how you make me suffer
I could never love another
My heart belongs to you

A heart so good and true
You can take it
You can keep it
As long as you believe it
I will always love you

No matter how you hurt me
And break my heart
No matter for how long We are apart
No matter what you do or say
I won't have it any other way
My heart belongs to you

No matter what it takes
I'll always love you
No matter what I have to do To get to you
No matter what we go through
I don't want no-one but you


because it is you who brought me
joy, happiness, serenity and hope
in my heart
because it it you who taught me
how to love and be loved
that ill always love you
no matter what
for He has given His will to us...

If God answers your prayers,
He's increasing your faith.

If He delays,
He's increasing your patience.

If He doesn't answer,
He's knows You can Handle it.

Theres this girl who had a dream,
but thought a dream is just a dream,
and that her life is all about reality.
Until she hears her calling,
she broke free from what she thought was a dream
and listened to it.
Now that she is in it,
she made a mistake.
yes she did
adding on to the challenges and difficulties.
Yet she hung on
For many were right by her side,
friends and closed one supporting her
and her mentors believing in her.
Yes, she is still hanging on.

But the girl who people believed in
and have faith in
trusting she may be destinied for greatness
is in fact weak
timid and afraid
fear of not making mistakes
or not living up to ppl's expectations
but of herself...
for the girl who has what it takes in life
doesnt feel it
or at least is empty
but only tears accompanying her
every single day.

she knows she can do it
with the help, the teachings and motivation
with the fear that may be a potential challenge
but she also knows that sth is not right
she cant possibly be crying every single day
after doing whats right and her best
she knows that without the heart,
all is gone...
her dreams, others expectations,
triumph over her fear...
she knows she cant do it with the right heart
and no one
no one can give it to her
but Him
and this is all she is asking for
to let her take her first step once again.

finals are finally over...yet things are worse than as off before.
the present has changed, the future has changed.
there are just so many things that needs to be done,
things that need to be thought through
because time waits for no man.

and telling me to not think, block it off...
i am trying but as off now, i just cant cos its my life at stake
every minute of it is in my hands
not having anyone to decide for me, choose for me,
or tell me what to do but myself

i am sorry i have to be selfish now...
i cant have you repeat my history at this very week
a week full of reflection not just for this semester,
but the full two years
a week that i have been waiting for
to dedicate to my frens, my founded family here
yet a week of mixed thoughts and emotions,
full of uncertainties and fear
on the change in my plans
a week of important occasions,
the feeling of missing and not being able with your closest ppl
after 20 years of having that opportunity.

i can fly and i want to
but i shouldnt cos i have to be strong
no more running away, finding comfort
no more avoiding, just to feel safe and secure.

cos i have my family too here
supporting me and giving me the strength
once before and now and ever shall be
but will that one very most important member
who was absent before
ever know all this
and walking thru it with me this time???

i am sorry i have to be selfish now
i am sorry i just have to think
i am sorry i have to cry
cos these are the only things i can
to make me strong
to get me thru the day
and make everything ok

if you have to go
if i have to leave....
then i shall take watever that happens
to save the wonders of whether we will make it thru
each time things arise
to save the fears and emotions....
i would go
i would leave
only if you want me to