messed up

i just got back from home....kl i mean. been away for a week. and just as i cross the immigration, my mobile was bombarded with texts. seriously.......

back home, checked my mail......got shot twice. i feel so messed up...with everything

my work, my studies, my friendships....
my health, my life...
myself

yes, am freaking out. sick like a pig with so many things at hand....am not quite sure if i can get thru this stage.

tired, for the first time, i dun care anymore......

i just want my sleep