it endures all things

finally am done with my case study. got some room to breathe a lil. next in line is skills test before finals. it sooo fast, gonna have to start mugging. and i have no idea why, my room just seem to have sth to be cleaned/tidied upon....

tired, just tired, why? because of dreams...yes, dreams....bad sleeping pattern. the day that i can sleep in, i wake up damn early and vice versa. wats worse, the dreams just kills your rest. if its a good dream its not too bad....but it sucks when its so horrible that you just end up waking up crying.

time...is a very selfish thing. it does not wait for people. it cannot be bargained but be chased upon. it stands proud of all things, not having to change a single aspect. and who evers has it all, uses it all, for his or her own advantage wins it all.

fear...thats the biggest hindrance to some ppl.....fear, makes you stop one step before you should walk further. fear, makes you doubt even more, and start doubting yourself and not embark towards anything else, anything good.

but its life, all those has to be endured if you wan to win sth, to succeed. no matter how hard it is, sth will motivate you to push furhter, to hang on, to just live....

and though its hard for me, with the fear, doubts and tiredness interrupting.....
am trying my best to just
live life with love
because at the end of the day
it endures all things....
or at least, i hope it will

-faith, hope and love-